Where did you go?

Where did you go
Why did you leave
what is there out there that's better than me?

I gave you my love
Showed you my soul
Shed every ter that was inside of me

And you
Said i was special
And you promised to always be near
But how
How can i go on
When i know that you're not here

We talked every night
You'd hold me so tight
We shared everything that we wanted to be

I know you were mine
And you knew i was yours
But still i can't see you when i look around

And you
Said i was special
and you promised to always be near
But how
How can i go on
When i know that you're not here

You're gone, to where i don't know
And i can't seem to think straight
I'm sure i'll see you again
But it's the time in between
that's killing me

And you
Said i was special
And you promised to always be near
But how
How can i go on when i know that you're not here




This is yet another song i wrote for my mother. The first verse came to me as astring of inspiration about a year ago. In church of all places actually. I never paid attention, so by letting my mind wander i got a lot of thoughts like these. It wasn't until a few days ago that i actually did anything with it. Right now it sounds like just another silly pop song. This is only the first draft so changes WILL be made.
I was actually saving this for Sunday. June 29th is the 8 year anniversary of my mother's death and i was going to post this for her then, but instead i'm going to post something for her daily until then. When i write my mini novel of how amazing she was.
And still is.
In my heart and my memories.